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Tue, Oct. 6th, 2009, 12:33 am
miss_ondine: New member.

Name: Aldo
Age: 18
Gender: male (ftm) but kind of genderqueer...basically, I don't know. lol.
Sexual Orientation: bisexual
Location: Florida
ED: undiagnosed anorexic tendencies
SI?: no
When did you start your ed?: hard to say, but I admitted to myself that I have a problem this past spring
Height: 5'3"
HW: 115 lbs
LW: 96 lbs
CW: not sure, but probably right around 100 lbs
STG:
LTG:
Say something about yourself: I really want to overcome this before it becomes more serious but I don't know where to start. I can't tell anyone I know in real life because I'll sound like a hypocrite. Before I realized I was obsessed with losing weight, I would complain when people accused me of having an eating disorder. I convinced myself that stress was making me not eat. But that doesn't change the fact that I weighed myself constantly and felt victorious whenever the number got lower. This is not normal. I'm contemplating telling one of my best friends soon because I think she'll be the most understanding, but I don't want her to think this is me trying to get attention. Aghh. :/