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Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 01:53 am
theregoesevan: (no subject)

Name: nic
Age: 21
Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: lesbian. I prefer to just say gay though
ED: ana I guess, I'm in a constant state of flux
SI?: not so much any more
When did you start your ed?: it has come and gone since I was 12. Worst at 14-16

Say something about yourself:
I'm not exactly sure what I want from this community, I'll just see what I find
I live for my favourite movies, shows and especially for music. I'd die without pink floyd
I wouldn't exactly describe myself as a hedonist, but I believe in doing whatever makes us feel the way we want to feel. As long as it doesn't hurt others. Much
I'll be immediately honest and say this account is my alter ego. I'll disguise but never lie.

I do actually have an amazing life, I have some great friends, just finished uni, I had two great jobs last year, I'm planning a year of travelling, I love my cat, I'm a spiritual person, I get passionate about things I care about, I get excited about good things (like the concert I'm going to soon), and as a general rule I guess I'm happy and a loving person ... but then there's this other life I have.
And it's all you poor souls are going to hear about


A question: very thin celebrities - inspiration or do they give us a bad name? It's a bad choice of words perhaps but I always feel like they're doing it because it's 'fashionable', for the publicity etc. We do it because it's what we are
I'm not a fan of hollywood at all

Sun, Jan. 14th, 2007, 05:11 pm
boykitten: [hello there...]

Name: Alexander Lawrence
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
Location: Coventry
ED: EDNOS though i have been diagnosed both as anorexic and bulimic during my life, at the moment i just don't tick all the boxes...
SI?: yes not as much as i used to mind you...
When did you start your ed?: COE at 6, bulimia at 14, anorexia at 16...
Height: 5' 8"
HW: 180+
LW: 120
CW: 145
STG: 140
LTG: 120
Say something about yourself: I'm FTM, just starting out, changing my name tomorrow...

Tue, Nov. 7th, 2006, 11:40 am
jyssy: (no subject)

Name: Jyssy
Age: 17, 18 in less then a month.
Gender: Mac Daddy.
Sexual Orientation: Blonde.
Location: Alaska.
ED: Anorexia, Bullimia; purging and non, Pica.
SI: I punch my stomach and fat really hard when I get mad, and make my boyfriend punch me in the stomach, but I don't think that counts.
When did you start your ed?: A little over a year ago.
Height: When I started it was 5'7'', not I"m almost 6'1''
HW: 290something. 
LW: 145, a week ago.
CW: 154.5
STG: 145.
LTG: 73.
Say something about yourself: My MySpace ; Add me, I'm fun.

Sun, Oct. 22nd, 2006, 12:44 am
jadedpoet84: New

Name: Ray
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Sexual Orientation: gay
Location: Florida
Height: 5'6
HW: 185
LW: 155
CW: 177
STG: 165
LTG: 145

Hi, I'm kinda new at this. I was wondering if anyone has any tips on supressing hunger? Thanks in advance.

Mon, Oct. 16th, 2006, 01:13 am
jahnuhdead: intro

Hey everybody.

I am new here.

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Name: HD
Age: 22
Gender: m
Sexual Orientation: g
Location: midwest
ED: EDNOS
SI?: kindof
When did you start your ed?: 15? it kinda starded me
Height: 5'11
HW:250
LW:250
CW:130
STG:240
LTG:150
Say something about yourself: Im a Christian
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I was diagnosed with EDNOS when I was 18. Now I'm 22. Inbetween those years I went from 130 pounds (5'11") to 250 pounds. I have gained 120 pounds. How did I do this? It was a combination of therapy, self-help, and medications.

I decided to "make my life straight" and I went to the hospital, I learned to "love myself" and I just slowly slowly gained weight. It took about 4 years, but now I am feeling dead again. I've gone through a bunch of personal shit and I'm dying.

I just hate food. I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT.

I feel like if I eat, no man will ever want to touch me. And I feel so old (I'm 22) and so full of unpotential (is that a word?). It's so depressing, and I know it's because I am so fat. I used t ohave a future ahead of me.

I'm in college now and I'm doing ok, but I feel bad all the time because I see these guys who are so thin and so beautiful, and I'm ugly and deformed and I have scars and worst of all I AM A FAT ASS.

Ok, I'm showing you all how mental I am, so I'll just shut up now.

I wanted to say hi and hope somebody would add me, despite the fact that I weigh 250 pounds. :(

Thu, Jul. 27th, 2006, 07:38 pm
hurtftm: questions

My name's Mike and I'm pre-everything. I'm 18 and out to 98% of my friends who are pretty cool about me being transgendered although they still call me by my birth name for the most part. I used to rarely bind, but am begining to do it more often, hopefully daily althought its with ACE bandages. I do not pack, use a STP device, or go into the male restrooms. My father knows, but completly ignores the fact and the rest of my family has no idea.

Here's my questions:

I'm a senior in high school, and in JROTC (I love the program and Idk if me being out would create an issue). Would it be a good move to come out to the highschool so I could graduate under my prefered name? I'm worried about the Staff and Administration reaction, not as much the students.

Also, what can I start under the radar living in my house without my parents knowing this year to get a jump on transistioning??

Does anyone know of some good colleges in TX that are friendly with Transistioning??

Anything else that you all know that could help me out???

Mon, Jul. 10th, 2006, 04:13 pm
coocoo4oc_slash: little girl lost

New member here:D

Name:  Kiki

Age:  16

Orientation:  Bisexual

Height:  5'2"

Weight:  over 200 lbs

Problem:  obvious

Question:  How do I get the willpower to change these bad habits of mine?  I realize that the weight thing should've been enough but it hasn't.  It actually contributes to them.  I get so depressed sometimes and I start feeling like food will make me better.  I even eat when I'm bored.  I really want to start but I'm unsure of how and I really need to get motivated to lose these pounds.

Please help!

Little Girl Lost

Thu, May. 25th, 2006, 05:07 pm
kia_andrews: (no subject)

Hi everyone! I just joined. I'm female, 19, bisexual, and I'm anorexic.
I've been having really weird dreams lately, and I thought I'd share this one with you!
Cut, because this might be a long entry.Collapse )

Thu, Jan. 19th, 2006, 02:11 pm
sleepyglitter: (no subject)

This community seems pretty much dead, but in the off chance anyone still reads it I'm looking for a support buddy.

Name: Sasha
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Sexual Orientation: Gay/Bi
Location: Canada
ED: Ana
When did you start your ed?: on and off for about 6 years
Height: 5'3
HW: 135
LW: 105
CW: 120
STG: 100
LTG: 85

*anyone interested - email/msn - sleepyglitter@gmail.com*

Tue, Dec. 20th, 2005, 05:05 pm
meno_mesto: (no subject)

I have no idea what all those little abbreviations mean so I'll just fill what I can;
Name: Shannon
Age: 20
Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: queer
Location: Brisbane, AU
ED: ED-NOS
When did you start your ed?: I don't really understand the concept of "starting it" but I was anorexic when I was about 14-16 and in the pass 4 months I seem to have developed some kind of ED again
Height: 173cm
HW: 62kgs
LW: 50kgs (when I was younger)
CW: Well digital weights make this hard.. 57-58 but when I came home it just said 58.8. It's amazing how much that 1 or 2 kgs means to me
Goal: 52kgs


I'd love to speak to some other guys. So many of these communities are just full of girls. e.s.p little Nicole R. wannabes. Not that I think they are any less f'ked up than the rest of us( I love girls too :D), but they can just get annoying hehe :)
It's also really frustrating atm because I seem to have plateaued at my current weight, I can't get below 57kgs.

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